In a moment of divine clarity I got this as a truth within the depth of my being. It is my joy to share I was with my cosmic midwifes and fellow birthees / powerful co-creators in a fully supportive and engaging space that invited me to fully trust the urge to share this knowing.
A Story of how Divinity Orchestrated my re-memberance of my Source Essence
I jest about my cosmic midwifes and yet there is some truth in it. Of course later I would have to admit that I sourced the whole affair (Thanks to Andriana). However let me catch you up a little. About 3 years ago ....yes 3 years ago this month in fact two wonderful visionary women followed there inner knowing to travel to New Zealand for the first time together to meet me and host our first Source Living group (gathering / workshop / playshop / conversation) here in Hanmer Springs where each person was seen and expressed in there truer essence signature.
I met Nancy and Andriana verbally and energetically on tele calls and trainings that I had joined with the Visionary Network www.thevisionarynetwork.com Which after a few training calls I was asked to be the source person for New Zealand which I absolutely knew I wanted to be and had no clue how that would happen. So naturally I said YES with a big smile of joining my global family.
3 years ago I got to meet Nancy and Adriana in the physical. Wow what a magical crazy unfolding it was from the moment they got into my standard new zealand back packer car (subaru for those in the know!) after I picked them up at the airport.
The first quirky thing to emerge was my car brakes appearing to be working one moment and not the other as I drove up and down hills. OMG thankfully I was with some good company whom would not freak out when I told them the good news "hey gals, not sure what the heck is going on but one moment my brakes seem to be working and the next not". The conversation continued however in all our mutual excitement and feeling the rightness of being together and of course their visit to this majestic mountain lands. Well I never did get my brakes fixed as I got the awareness of the message they were to convey to me and then I trusted that life really is that magical and supportive. Yes that even means my car is a part of the divine orchestration to expand my conscious awareness of my energy creations. Life continuously gifts us all the information to inform us of our creations and to clarify the new ones ahead..!
Moving on to our 1st Source Living gathering with a group of my friends (how lucky AM I : ) Once each person's greater being was called, seen and expressed by each one.....which was special moments that brought many tears to my eyes and everyone was exhilarated by the experience. However as we near ended our evening something strange happened to me, I felt really not exhilarated, actually I had to move out of the room as I felt like crying my eyes out. My head told me a story that I had not been seen and thats why I felt left out. However my body and spirit took me outside into my garden to look up at the night sky full of bright stars. I tried to get myself together as I knew people would be leaving and I needed to say good bye but I was in a state and was trying to control my emotions as what would these fabulous peeps thin. I certainty would not have much clarity for them. By the time I did return they were all gone except one that would move away from where we were both living the very next day. I cried my eyes out when I saw her, I knew it was not because she was leaving and so did she as we knew each other well and had been through a lot together thus far expanding our minds and consciounsess.
Finally I was alone with Nancy & Andriana, whom I call the Auzzie Duo, a perfect balance of Masculine / feminine & powerful grace / graceous power. Simply they work in harmony together and cover the spectrum of qualities that appeal to a room full of unique energies. (www.Source-R-US.com) Then it happened I was birthed in what felt like a cosmic orgasm. A streaming surge of powerful energy moved through my body, on reflection the yogis may have called this a kundalini awakening of the serpent at the base of the spine ? ? ?
All was well I had my cosmic midwifes there for the birth of my cosmic source self and their source-self knew how to support the movement in the moment. I knew I was in the best company even though my poor mind was utterly confused as I screamed my orgasmic surges and had inner visions of energy momentum from my inner core to outer world, from the vaster expanded reality to inner core and out again inviting a streaming flow of source awareness, divine dancing in a cosmic universal perspective / awareness of self. Not to worry if that makes no sense, the general gist of it was that newly awakened expansive energy was ushering out the old more stagnant energy. The energy that had run its course and was still hanging about as an un-welcomed guest creating the statue-quo effect of human limited perception of oneself as separate and un-empowered for the most part.
Once this energy began to find a calmer rhythm moving through my body. Andriana invited me with complete knowiness in her eyes to acknowledge 'that I had sourced the entire thing'.....What? this did not compute in my brain the first or second time she spoke this. It was like standing on a bridge just about to bungy jump when the mind goes crazy with the absurdity of the act of potential plunging into a death trap. Little old me source the entire thing...absolute craziness...!!! Yet I knew it was true and I did acknowledge it with my being. I was still in shock and had no reference place for this experience. The closest to it would have been on drugs years previous.
I remember for a few days and even weeks after this my perception of myself was so different. As I drove my car and my little red indicator light blinked reminding me to check in (my awareness translation of the check oil light) I would look up and realise again and again that the mountains that use to feel so huge, now were within me, the universe of I AM. I felt so expanded and inter-connected with the lands, I felt expanded into the cosmos and beyond. From then on I have known the greatness of whom and what we are. Of course just like you I'm human and this surfing and merging of these realities of source~human~multidimensionality has been my individual and collective playground ever since. It has come with great highs and fascinating lows....another way would be to say clear expanded connections and wobbly intermitted ones. The internet is a perfect analogy especially if you know whats its like to have a great high speed connection and then a really slow one ..!
Over these past few years, have been the most challenging and the most awe inspired revelations and celebration. My cosmic heart continues to expand into this body of consciousness with its purest frequencies of LOVE.
I am so grateful to have so many amazing tuned in, tapped in play mates navigating there own journeys of awakening and co-creation within this most magical shift in consciousness happening on our planet right now. Every day we are embodying more and more of the sustainable power of our SOURCE LOVE / LIGHT. The love that birthed each of our essence to journey far and wide on the extremes of polarity to bring us to this moment of realisations and revelations, acceptance of our truer heritage being re-membered and the new creations our heart calls forth from the vast richness of the distilled wisdom gathered through eons of experience from unique perspectives.
This Month Nancy Serpless and Adrianna return once again to New Zealand, perhaps there 5th or 6th time over these last 3 years. This time the invitation is to a Cosmic Community Gathering of like minded/hearted star seeds ready to unfold the newly designed reality. To contribute that deep inner wisdom, unique talent and ability into a world finally ready to receive them. Perhaps this is your invitation ?
If this writing resonants with your cosmic heart, your miraculous body, your open and curious mind...!!!? then take a look at this link for all the details of these most delightful Cosmic Community Playshops , conversations and adventures March 2013 around New Zealand or connect via the conscious airwaves.
See you there : )