As we embrace, integrate, include all aspects of self we develop the true experience of the deep richness and simplicity of compassion, love, support and freedom to be the master creators we were all born to be here now.
2013 is the year I was born to be unleashed fully after a 35 year training program of my own choosing to explore the human nature believing itself in separation, isolation, struggle, lack, dis-empowerment, un-worthiness, abuse, not feeling good enough or safe to be authentically seen or heard.
Actually the first 17 years were the most intense exploration of the denser frequencies of separation from source. The latter 17 has been a healing journey of re-activation and some of this looked like alcohol, drugs, health foods, meditation, yoga, crazy fasts, mad adventures, tears of joy and tears of sadness. Everything has a divine purpose of discovery which I am so grateful for and its all perfect and supported my journey of discover of my truths and lesser truth, someone else's truths and non-truths.
Thankfully if we go too far our bodies are these amazing friends that will get sick and sicker until it raises alarm bells of dis-contentment, dis-honouring and dis-harmony. Yeah for sickness, illness and depression as all of these grabs our attention as emergency signal to get back on track somehow and follow the happiness, the lightness, the insanity of following ones heart against what the mind and others may belief is logical. The choice is always ours and the journey is unique to each one. So i'm no expert on you and visa-sa-versa just incase you were slipping down that slop of self judgement or comparison. The fun paradox is we are each uniquely on this journey collectively.
What were the alternatives if we did not heed the signals? For me back then in those decider moments due to family history and observations, I was very aware that it could be a life of depression, bitterness, medications and regret if I was to give up a inner knowing that something else was possible and that life was meant to be different...more joy, ease, fun, empowerment..I would add in LOVE and yet back then I did not even know what it was really, it actually kinda of annoyed me when peeps would throw around the love word with little real feeling or depth behind it. Not that I knew much about it, I just knew it was something more than mere words. My parents possible just like yours did not have this vibrational feeling experience of love to pass onto me or my siblings. I'm pretty sure that has been my heritage going back possibly 100's of years.
How did I even know this or have a sense of it? You see when I was a kid and would get really upset with all the crazy unleashed emotions around me and within me. From somewhere a inner knowing would remind me that it was all part of a bigger story and one day when I grew up I would understand. This inner knowing gave me a feeling that from all the experiences I was having I would grow in wisdom and ability to connect with more people from different streams of life experience. Here I AM today and usually I can pull up a story (only if intuitively inspired in the moment usually) to demonstrate what we are capable of with lightness and humour and respect. A offering of a shift in perspective from my authentic sharing of moving from victim consciousness to victorious creator consciousness.
Many impulses I followed over the years to get me here knowing deep in my heart there had to be a better way to live . Somewhere out there I would find it and it took me on many adventures within various employments, countries, cultures, health, spirituality, personnel development etc etc What a blast its all been from this expanded perspective : ) I was looking to find happiness, joy, love, security, empowerment, relaxation, a place of belonging, a home coming. I knew religion, money, material goods, competition, judgement and boosting up egos could not be all there was to life.
Here I Am and Here you are and I'm smiling from head to toe with the excitement, exhilaration from the wisdom and absolutely certainty that life is a crazy magical paradox. It is sheer brilliance and genius that we will never figure out and yet we can experience in every cell and fibre of our BEING. We are the creation and creator. Yes the universe in person expressing through each one of us as a unique precious glorious perfect sparkle of the totality of all creation called 'THE I AM THAT I AM" We are hilarious and the more we laugh out loud with ourselves the better. For as we laugh with ourselves we laugh with all of life in its beautiful divinely orchestrated dance of expression, experience and expansion. Life (I AM) is a joyous party of creation through us expressing itself into grander expansion.
You are the genius, brilliant, unique sparkle and power of love expressing right here in a body on a planet remembering, embracing, accepting and loving all that you are. Now the real adventure begins as we move forward with all our distilled wisdom and desire to create our new world in never ending wonder, empowerment, love, joy, happiness, connection and the list goes on because each of our journeys to here has gifted us the clarity of what we do not want. Our deepest desires are now being ushered out onto this grand stage of creation expression and in our acceptance of our empowerment we create it so and "IT IS DONE"
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